working on day 4+1 ....missing my friends but not visiting.

[addict3]

Day one I had 1 in the early A.M. and then about 2:00P.M. NON since then.  But, the cravings are getting worse, still cold, cant walk much but I have some for short periods. 4 solid days now no vicodin ....10 years 10 mg pr day....I feel pretty good about that .
I am GROUCHY as hell but my wife is taking it pretty good and being supportive. Ate a breakfast pizza today, didn't really want it but it was ok. Valium helps but, just don't quite cut it now.  Regardless I WILL NOT TAKE ANY!!
I know alot of you are having a worse time than I am but, I do see progress, albeit slow but i am thinking and praying that those who really want away from this stuff succede.
Thanks to all of you who have helped me in the past few days, may not have made it otherwise. I find myself reaching for a pill. (habit) I guess.  Thanks again to all!!

[realscared525]

DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT SUBOXENE, ANYONE EVER TRIED IT.?  DEE

[worried878]

First few days back at work i would reach in my pocket for my pills out of habit...whenever i felt stress...sounds like u r going great...glad 4 u!

[addict3]

Well I guess you straightened that out. Same thing my Wife says. Thanks, guess I just wanted a little credit for the day I took 8 less.

I'm really not being a smart A$$. I tend to speak better than type.