Addicted to cocaine continued!

[noddles2013]

Sorry pressed send before finished! So yeah this monster turns up and starts nagging me to get some gear, it's so strong and never gives up so in the end I give in to it, but regret it when I've got it. Anyway, I don't know what to do! It's reining my life!

[hoogabooga]

Nod, How long have you been shooting Cocaine?  Look at my post on the first page called " Destroyed veins from IV Cocaine". I hope I haven't done permanent  damage.  I learned how bad Coke is on the body there.  IV users that I have talked to online  all say the same thing, hands are shaking even with the first shot. With the first one, you know that you are getting ready to blast off on a missle, to that beautiful, heavenly place where pure euphoria, engulfs your soul, while you are staring at satan and the Grim Reaper wondering if you put a "pinch" too much in the sticker. When I was a Dilaudid addict, I would miss the vein maybe once every 20 sticks. With Cocaine, it was like watching a blind man try for it.

The Coke was easy compared to Dilaudid and Opana, but it is still a mental battle. Everyone that I talked to in person and online says the same thing, "I regret ever touching that needle".
Need any advice, PM me

[Julia M Aharonov, DO]

You know how dangerous cocaine can be.  There is the ever-present risk of a lethal arrhythmia or a brain hemorrhage, either of which can occur without any warning.  What is it that brought you to your GP in the first place? He gave you a number to call, didn't he? If you are really ready to quit, and you know you can, why don't you go ahead and give it a try? Your life is worth it, isn't it? A call? There is no magic pill that you GP could have given you. What you need is your own determination and help from an addiction counsellor or a therapy  a number of which you are probably ignoring right now. So make the first step, make the commitment and the rest will follow. Good luck.