Pleas help

[RosieG21]

I have posted here in the past and I appreciate your help and guidance.  I am back in the throws of me eating disorder.  I have lost about 25 lbs in the last 3 months.  I am having a lot of trouble eating, and when I do eat, I have to throw it up.  I have fought this eating disorder for 16 years, with some periods when it did not have so much control over me.  I was in a day treatment program in 2002 and have been to therapy on and off since then.  If I am honest with myself, I think I might be in the worst spot than I have ever been.  I just don't know what to do.  I have lost control again.  I need halpe gaining control over my ED.  Do you have any suggestions?

I so appreciate your time and advice
Thanks

[Patricia Pitts, PhD]

I think you said it well:  " If I am honest with myself, I think I might be in the worst spot than I have ever been."  It sounds like it's time for you to seek intensive treatment.  You may even need inpatient or residential.  Eating disorders can take many forms.  Perhaps there is still something unresolved within that needs to me looked at and made peace within yourself and with others.  If you would like to talk for more direction feel free to contact me through the bella vita website.  I'm delighted you are fighting for you!  Dr Patricia Pitts  Los Angeles, CA

[RosieG21]

It has been over a month since mu last post.  At that time, I had lost a lot of weight and was not eating.  Since then I have begun to binge ... like i have never binged before.  And of course I am throwing up... every night I eat and throw up, eat and throw up... I can't stop myself... I have already gained 10 lbs back.  How does my eating change so quickly... I was so proud of myself for not eating.. for exercising a ton and for losing weight.  I felt so in control.  Now, I have totally lost control.  I am fat and I cant stop binging and purging. I I just want to stop eating, but I can't.  In my 16 years fighting these food issues, I have never felt this out of control... please help.  How do I stop this.