Every min this gets worse and worse. I feel like im in a dream, not alive..I feel like im only having just the same fear thoughts over and over..I cant get them out. Im tourchering inside..I feel like I cannot distinquish betwee. Real or false.. I can see myself flipping out.I csnt get these thoughts out, and I might believe them . If someone was to tell me Iim here I cud make things in my head so those thoughts stick.. like tat cud b a dream to. I always say what if ppl are after me.. I hve a thought thats not real, but I go right back to what if.. I think im truelly imaginating everything. . I think im going crazy as we speakk. I feel like this is gonna go on forever ! I wanna qo t sleep cant stop thinking the worst about EVERYTHING ND THE uncertainty. . Any suqestions, advice, trueth??, plz n ty-!