I'm new to these forums so let me give you some extended Cliff Notes.
39 year old male who has been struggling with Anxiety for 20 years, High Blood Pressure for 13, Diabetes for 3, and now, Sleep Apnea.
Metoprolol 150 mg (AM & PM), Diovan HTC 320 / 25 mg (AM), Lovastatin 20 mg (PM), *Citalopram 40 mg (PM), Terozosin 2 mg (PM), Metformin ER 1000 mg (PM), Men's Multivitamin, Omega-3 Fish Oil 1000 MG (AM, NOON, PM), BuSpar 5 MG (AM & PM), Ativan 1 MG as needed.
My anxiety is centered around my heart and the fear of having a heart attack and developing a heart condition. I guess you could call it Cardio-Neurosis.
This is exasperated by PVC's / PAC's (skipped beats) and Palpitations.
Have had multiple EKG's, three stress tests and a heart cath back in 2010. All came back normal and the cath showed no signs of heart disease.
I weigh 248 and need to drop weight and exercise, which, I can't because I freak out whenever my heartrate goes up for fear I'm going to have a heart attack.
It's a vicious, terrible cycle.
Usually my pulse is a nice, relaxed 60-65, sometimes dipping as low as 55-50. 48 on some really good occasions.
NOW TO GET TO THE PROBLEM AT HAND!
Still with me, I hope?
So I recently decided (I mean really decided) to clean up my life, medically, and this included deciding to seek psychiatric help as just taking meds isn't helping.
The FNP who works in tandem with the psychiatrist decided my anxiety meds needed an overhaul and asked if I was okay with switching things up. I told her I was dedicated to getting better and trusting her, so yes.
We decided to switch my medication to BuSpar, which I was assured would have some therapeutic value as it would help get my mind off my heart. We'd ween off the Citalopram over the course of a week by taking only half a tablet while at the same time introducing the BuSpar.
It all seemed so good on paper.
At first it was AWESOME! I was still getting a minor PVC here or there, but I was more energetic! I was getting daily chores accomplished that I usually neglected or did once a day (getting several done in clip), having my libido go through the roof, and most important I was writing again (I'm a non-traditional college student majoring in creative writing).
Then the withdrawal symptoms started. I knew SSRI's were bad news bears but this has been miserable.
Worse, my pulse has gone up to 72-90 BPM resting (fluctuating) which, to me, sounds messed up esp. with the large dosage of Metoprolol I take (300 MG a day split between morning and night).
When I go for short walks my heartrate climbs to 100-120. I'm gasping for breath or anything because I know I'm out of shape but I've never been like this.
Has anyone else experienced this?
Was the low heartrate from the Citalopram? I read from numerous sources it was recently discovered to cause Bundle Branch Block, which I have (Right Incomplete).
Could my RIBBB have been a product of the Citalopram?
I'm freaking out. :(