I'm 18 and already suffering from severe anxiety, hypochondria, and depression. Honestly the worst of them all would be the hypochondria and anxiety. I've found that I'm such a cry baby lately and that I feel like nothing will ever get better. My zoloft and klonopin are not working and I realize medication isn't for everyone but I don't think I can try anymore. Most of the fears I have are completely irrational and I kno it but when I'm having an attack I can't rationalize any of my thoughts. I would like to kno if therapy really does work because I'm the biggest pessimist and negative person you'd ever meet. I feel like the therapy is going to be a waste of time and my parents money. Mh main concern is school and trying to get over this before it starts because I'm an honor student striving for scholarships and don't want my anxiety getting in the way. How are some ways that I can calm myself down when feeling and attack because so far I can't do it. The only thing I manage to do is curl up and cry for hours until I fall I asleep. The cryin fits get so bad that I sweat and take atleast 3 showers daily. (OCD) I will stay like that crying and shaking and sweating until miraculously it stops. I need to kno that this is bearable and I'm not going mentally insane because I don't feel like I'm me anymore and I'm afraid it will start to affect my relationships with family, friends, and my boyfriend. I try to lessen stress but with OCD and being a perfectionist it's sort of hard and seems impossible...