Maybe have your blood tested if there is a question at all?
I have all test were negative but how to I know if I suffer from bi polar or high anxiety?
Sounds like you have given yourself a phobia type of anxiety now from being scared.. Which I can understand 1st hand same thing happened to me and mine were negative also but I already had anxiety and depression when I found out I was neg.. I have been fine since, you may need to talk to your doc and see if he can give you something for the anxiety until you accept and realize that you are gonna be ok ...Hope this helps Godbless ya :o)