I've been tested twice before and then after a couple other sessions of just oral sex with men (which isn't even a risk, as everyone on this site states), I tested again just to put my mind at ease. Needless to say, the results were negative for both the Unigold Rapid test AND a back-up lab test they did as well, (I requested the second test, just because). Now, when I think of meeting a girl and being with her, I always think I shouldn't be with her because I feel like I'm still "tainted" from my man/man oral encounters. Keep in mind, I'm not gay. Women are my preferred sex. I just had a few weak moments where I gave into my hormones and yeah. It's as if I still feel like even though I've tested negative multiple times, I still feel like I can infect her. I hope this isn't one of those instances where I'll only feel better if I actually tell the girl about my past encounters, because I can't do that. More than likely, the girl would be disgusted with me and/or wouldn't want to see me. (I've been tested clean for other STDs too, so I don't think the possibility of having something else could be causing this feeling).