Im sorry for what you are going through. I do believe your nightmares are caused by your fear and worry though. Try getting switched to another sleeping pill if xanax isnt working. Also, when you lay down, try to clear your mind as much as you can. Meditate, read, listen to soothing music...anything that will calm you as you prepare to go to sleep. And, talk to a confidant about your feelings so you can get it out and not keep it pent up worrying all the time. When do you see your doctor again? They need to know whats going on with you, and they should be able to help. I wish you the best. Wish i was more help. I hope you find out very soon that everythings going to be ok and your mind will be put at ease. Good Luck
Also I have been having right lower abdominal pain and right low back pain. Doc said it was gastritis. However with this abnormal pap it has me worried. I also had a pelvic exam along with my pap smear and the doc did not say anything about any cysts or anything.