Im so glad I am not the only one. I have a fear of medications too and severe anxiety. For the past three days I have had palpitations and I know it is stress but I cant stop worrying about the smallest things.
I'm pretty new to this forum but not new to the symptoms you'll are experiencing, I to have gone to the ER many times with HR of 140 and over, chest pains, dizziness all kinds of crap. I had MRIs, blood works, spinal taps, stress tests, EKGs, echocardiograms, I think I have exhausted every avenue of course I've also gone to a psych doc that put me on anxiety meds and also depression meds, who wouldn't feel depressed after all this crap, the first time I had one of this panic attacks it scared the hell out of me I thought i was gonna die but now I know what it is, there is a book that I came across that really helped me understand what was going on with me and I'll post the web address its a PDF, read it as soon as you can, this will save you a lot of money and stress of course I don't recommend that you don't go see a doctor but all of my tests were always normal and it just drove me to a point of hopelessness until I read this book, its free, All this fear is such a torment but if you learn to recognize where it stems from then you can find freedom.If you've been under a lot of stress and stuff that could be part of it, I was going through a lot of issues when I first had this happen to me and I'm still recuperating it takes a longtime for this to build up until our bodies say no more so you will have to be patient for your body to recover since it did not get to this level over night, also I highly recommend to relax and meditate with soothing music shut your mind up and breath in and out deeply and slow do this everyday for at least a good uninterrupted 15-30 minutes. hope this helps.
http://www.anxietynomore.co.uk/At%20Last%20A%20Life%2024%20July%202013.pdf
Sara if you are on any acid inhibitors for your stomach this is one of the severe side effects get off immediately!
I agree on this. Just right now I'm visiting my family and I was eating some salad and i was thinking if I died I wouldn't wanna die in their house as boom my heart did a big hard beat w a few palps it was so scary I'm hoping nothing is abt yo happen
i feel the same way and i always get scared something bad will happen to someone around me or me....and i picture it and cant get it out of my head then i get o.c.d where i do or say something a certain amount of times or i think if i dont do it a certain amount of times that something bad would happen im 21 and ive had this since i was about 3 or 4 and i cant ever get it out of my head these thoughts r becoming more constant and my chest pain and heart palpitations are getting worse and my doctor recommended anxiety medication and said if i dont take it it will get worse and worse and it has. but i dont trust drugs or side effects they have 5 to ten years after u take the meds so i am lost just like u and dont know what to do anymore i wish i could help you but i just wrote you because its somewhat relate able to me
You are not alone! I do the same thing everyday, feels like 24/7. I need meds just afraid to take them.