Ok I used to do alot of drugs,and I have been feeling a little bit out of place,but not to an extreme that i couldnt handle it and i believed that it i will get a clearhead with a good diet,exercise,and a couple weeks of soberness,all which i havent really had the chance to do yet,because...
the story starts here.A week before moving back to my home(living for 5 years on the other end of the world),my friends threw a little party for me,of course i drank and puffed a little bit on that blunt that was being passed around,but one of my friends got the crazy idea to sniff some coke.now he was an expierenced coke sniffer,but i wasnt,though i had alot of experience with other drugs (extacy,lsd,etc...), i thought i would handle it fine.so we got the coke,but we noticed it was not tasting anything like coke,and it didnt have the characteristics of it(for example:coke makes ur tongue numb and ur head starts to tingle when u put some on ur tongue).but we really didnt give a f*ck at that moment and we just went for it. And we didnt feel anything at all.
Now one week later on the plane back home,I feel this weird sensation in my chest,i couldnt sleep and thought i was just a little excited to come back.but it manifested it self and turned into an anxiety,i couldnt handle it anymore.i tried to calm myself down(deep breathing,etc..)it worked a little bit,but i could still feel this restlessness in my body,coming from my chest into my legs and arms.then the most horrible feeling i ever felt in my life,when i arrived and everybody wanted to go sleep.i was just laying in bed having panic attacks,and a discomfort feeling of restlessness,it feels like my soul wants to escape my body and jump around the room,run up the wall,and burst out with all this energy,it felt like i was going insane!!!i pictured myself in those rooms with the cushioned walls,just punching the sh*t out of everything,anything just to get rid of this feeling.finally i just passed out from exhaustion,but when i woke up,it started all over again.its an odd feeling,but im pretty sure somebody who had this before knows it.its a little bit better now and im going to see a neurologist tmrw.i did a little bit of research and came to the conclusion that it is drug-induced akathisia,plus i feel sleepy all the time (might be from the jetlag),but i think it has something to do with the drug,even though i sleep fine now,and this feeling comes in waves now,sometimes with extreme feelings of terror which are obiously not in my head (its been about three weeks),feeling like im gonna throw up sometimes.
i hope someone can confirm this akathisia,and i hope it is from the fake coke i took,because i dnt think anybody can live with this extreme discomfort or maybe im really just going insane ??
help!!!