Well I finally took the Lexapro yesterday afternoon. I noticed that it made me tired and dizzy and also nausea. I yawn a lot more now too, and when I yawn big that's when I feel nausea. I didn't sleep much last night, but since this been going on I hardly ever sleep now. I also noticed a lot of what feels like sinus pressure above my nose. Also some drainage inside. Today I feel funny! I just finished crying cause I feel kinda confused. I'm dizzy a little, feel like my mind is blank, and I feel like I've lost my mind. That what's wrong with me feeling. I'm jittery and I can't think, and can't seem to sit still. I feel like I need to do something, but what that is I don't know. I keep thinking about how she told me that some people try to harm themselves and I'm wondering if that will happen to me. I don't want to do anything of that nature,but you guys I'm so scared, more than ever now. I'm home alone today by myself for a few hours. I'm trying to tell myself that I'm fine and that I can do this and to focus on other things, but I can't stop thinking about why is this happening to me and where is the old me. I had been trying to avoid the computer and looking up stuff, but I had to get on here and write this, cause maybe someone here ease my mind. I don't know what to do. One minute I feel sort of like me and then the next I don't know . This is freaking me out. I don't want to give up.