Since you have tested NEGATIVE for HIV, you CLEARLY DON'T have this virus. Unfortunately, you seem to have developed an HIV/health phobia which is making your life a "living hell". If this is not something you can overcome on your own, you need to seek professional help in the form of a psychiatrist. Talk therapy and possibly a combination of drugs can help you get your life back on track. Continuing to obsess over this (as in your response to tj) is not going to do you any good. You need professional help to get this back in prospective.
have you heard of any body been infected by a needle used while drawing blood for test?
It just seems to be the current thing you are feeling anxiety over.
Something like 99% of all HIV positive individuals would show positive after 3-6 months of infection - you are not HIV positive. Most people would show positive after 4-8 weeks, 8 months should reassure you that you are negative. If it doesn't, there is another issue that you are positive of having - anxiety.
Take this as a time to reassure yourself that you do not have HIV and don't put yourself in that position again.
is there nobody to help me here?
Please help. I am in a living hell