Hi everyone, I'm very worried with what's going on with myself so please it will mean everything if you could take some time to read this and give me some good advise. Thanks
I feel like crap a lot lately, and everything feels like a dream, mostly when something new is happening or I'm in a new place. When I'm just sitting at home by myself I feel fine! I'm really scared of having another seizure and when I think about it I feel weird and it feels like I'm going to have one but I never do! I've had a seizure in August 2013 and a panic attack along with another seizure this year in April. My second seizure was straight after having sex with my boyfriend so I'm not sure if that was the cause of it or if it just helped it happen? Ever since my second seizure I've been feeling very sick, tired, no energy, I get a ringing in my ear now and then, I don't like getting out of the house much and it's starting to really get to me. I'm sick of being scared that I'm going to have another one, I went to Melbourne the other week for my first time and it all felt like a dream. One night after a party I only had one or two drinks and I was really stressing then after having sex with my boyfriend it felt like I was having another panic attack, getting tingly in the hands, light headed, running out of breath so he tried calming down which helped. Then another night at a Gig I felt out of my comfort zone but usually it doesn't worry me but I was stressing and felt like I was going to have seizure or a panic attack. I also hadn't had very much sleep at all and did have a lot to drink the night before but the next day I felt drunk all day. I just need help please, it's ruining me!!!