It doesn't sound like you had a risk. The time that the condom was on, you were protected. IF indeed the condom came off and you had unprotected anal sex, then you had a risk. The good news is, most people are not infected, and even if he was POS, there would be no guarantee you would get infected from one exposure.
The only choice here is to test, which you already know, Your next test at 8 weeks will be a VERY good sign if negative. If you DID indeed contact HIV, you would most likely test POS by 8 weeks. Just be sure to follow up at 3 months with another test to put this behind you once and for all.
From now on, it is wise not to mix alcohol and sex, especially in excess. Alcohol causes one to lose their inhibitions and do things they normally would not do.
Chances are you will be fine, you cannot consider "symptoms" when gauging a risk. They are too inconsistent. ONLY a test will give you the answers you need. Try not to let the anxiety get the best of you, in another day, you should get some relief. Hang in there.
Thank you so much. Im really trying to hang in there but its hard, i hope i get a second chance just to undo my mistake. I tested negative at 5 weeks and have an appointment tomorrow, i seriously know i have the hiv blotchy rash after looking at it on google images and also have had a lesion in my mouth. AHHH, any chance i caught something else giving hiv like symptoms. thats my only hope. otherwise im doomed. so so scared, not slept all night, very uncomfrotable.
You don't know that you're "doomed" and it's IMPOSSIBLE to diagnose yourself based on info and pics you find online. There is a reason doctors have to go to 8-12 years of school.
ANY negative test result is reassuring. Your next test (Monday) will be extremely unlikely to change, so a nega will give you a great deal of comfort.
I HIGHLY advise you to steer clear of the internet untl you are done with the testing process. All it does is fuel the anxiety.
True but i need someone to talk to im so scared. I just want someone to talk to me through this process, I have seen people get good support on these forums at times like this and thats all I need at this time you know. Its really not easy, I wonder where the line between anxiety indced symptoms and actual symptoms is as they all seriously began after my negative resultwhen I should have been happy that im negative and I was accustoming to the idea. Im just convinced i have flipped from Negative to Positive in the last week when the symptoms came on and seroconverted.
I understand you need support, but you have to understand there is only so much we can tell you. I've already stated it doesn't sound like you had a risk to begin with and I also told you that your test tomorrow will be almost conclusive. If you had been infected, you would almost definitely test pos by this point.
There is no way you are going to be anxiety FREE during this process. You just have to find things to keep you busy as much as possible to keep your mind off of this as much as you can. That really IS the best option.
When you get your negative result after testing tomorrow, that should be a HUGE source of relief. Then the 3 month follow up test should be much easier.
I know im so scared.... i am so so scared. I just know I have it. I have pain in my finger joints now as well. And a bit in my muscles and headache. The only HIV symptom ive not had so far is High temperature. I have had a bit of one though, was very low grade flu. Ahhhhhhhhhh. My parents are so happy and im not even being myself. I want to be my happy self. I know this is the end. I just know it. I want to prepare for this positive result. Do you have any ideas. I just cant believe this is happenign to me. Why! Why God why! I feel as though i'd rather die than this.