thanks.
I think it could be the drug but I don't know really ;(
The statement that your doctors and therapists don't understand you sounds a bit off to me -- at least with the therapists, they do study this stuff. Maybe you just didn't take to the therapy, but I doubt they didn't understand you (your doctor, if he's a general doc, is probably true -- they don't seem to understand much about anything). Those of us with mental problems are difficult patients because of our disorders, so don't be so quick to put the problem on others -- it's more likely you who are difficult, as we all are with these disorders precisely because of them and how isolated they make us feel. Now, the question as to how you're feeling is, did this start when you went on the Effexor? What you're describing is a pretty common side effect of many antidepressants and antianxiety drugs, so if this is new since the new drug that could be the source of the problem.