Life changing. Others who don't have anxiety

[Cntbreal]

Anxiety has changed my life drastically. I think about the trees and flowers the sky the sun my life death and how I treat others. I will admit I used to take things for granted and would go thru life with things just being shrugged off. More with this anxiety I see life very differently. I know it's people who love life carelessly and don't have a care in the world. Out wouldn't think about how a smile could make someone days a lil better. Or how throwing life away is really not ok. I don't know this is just my thought. Anxiety has humbled me very much so and I still wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. And I wish I didn't have it but it has changed me in more ways then I could imagine. With the mental and physical symptoms I am now trying not to get back to me but continue to be humbled and become a better me. Love and rockets all. Better days should be ahead.

[Cntbreal]

Thanks hun,

No its not sad i feel the sameway. Remembering how i used to be so out going and loved being around people and just doing whatever i wanted when i wanted. Now that has changed drasticlly I look in sadness at people going out and being able to have fun and do whatever they want. And not have to worry about oh is this an attack coming on or oh boy im going into a panic. This is all crazy hun and i think we all feel the sameway of some sort.. So please dont get yourself down hun i feel the sameway. I just now know that the things i used to enjoy i no longer do and i have to find new things that can get me my HAPPY BACK..

Hope you get better hun. But if you ever need to talk im here message me i dont mind it helps to talk to people who knows what you are going thru and i do it myself and it dont take way what we feel but it will help.

[Johane76]

Awwz what a lovely positive way of looking at anxiety, its true though, life is taken for granted, but at least those people are living, i feel like a spectator most of the time, watching others live. Thats quite sad isnt it :(