Hey Forum,
My story goes like this:
About a year and a half ago I started to get these really weird symptoms. I am a former drug user, and smoked a bunch of weed and did a bunch of extasy, so i thought those were just the normal siedeffects of these drugs, but ive been clean for about two years now and these symptoms still persist and no one of my friends has these symptoms. I was so depressed and frustrated, i went to doctors, neurologist, and homepaths and all of them didnt have a clue, they put me on this type of medication and that type of medication, i trusted them but all that they could tell me was: "try these for 2 months and youll be fine." but It didnt work and i started getting angry at these people, all they want is money, and theyll give you a quick fix, that wil leave you damaged longterm, so you can come back to them. I got MRIs, and CT scans, and Bloodtest, and Urine Test and so on, but everything was textbook perfect with me (according to them).So i started to study all I can study, started reading medical journal, and all i can get a hold of, changed my diet (and that helpd loads, but it didnt cure me), and started to research day and night, and heck i learned alot, but i still dont have the cure. But recently ive been looking up magnesium and anxiety, and somehow everything seems to fit together like a puzzle, but there is still one piece missing ?
Now to my symptoms:
Everything began with weird muscle twitching, or muscle spasm. I used to get it sometimes before, but this one was different. It was on top of my foot, and i even went to a doctor for that, and she was puzzled because she said there isnt that much muscle on top of the foot, but i still had it quit regularly (like every 5 minutes) and i started to get it at other random places on my body too.
And another really weird symptom is i got numb in my hands and feet. Especially when i drink alcohol (which i dont anymore) and sometimes just like that, it would feel like i would be wearing gloves filled with sand in them (like the feeling would be all distorted) and it would sometimes last for days, scary! And i started getting migraines, like pressure headaches (thats why i did the CT) and they were really bothering me and were really intense. but i went about my business and didnt care that much about it.
Until i got heavy panic attacks, and the reason why i say heavy, is because it wasnt the usual pre-exam, or pre-date nervousness or anxiety, these attacks were like shotgun blows. I remember one was in the middle of the night and there was a thunderstorm, but it wasnt raining in our area nor could you hear the thunder, i only saw the lightning, and i freacked out. My leg started shaking violently, i went to the bathroom and i almost tripped, i splashed cold water on my face, and started praying to God, (eventhough im not religious), and i get this feeling where i just have to run away real fast and its soo intense, its almost like somebody is holding a knife next to your neck, but you cant run away, you cant escape. And Im a very logical person so i started to exam this feeling and found the center of it to be under your ripcage like where you stomache is (its kinda like that butterflys in your stomach feeling but really intense and not positive). I tried to explain it to people, i dont have anxiety because im not thinking about anything when this happens, its my body that makes me feel like this, but everybody just said you have to relax, think positive blablabla
And the feeling started to become constant, a constant tingling, or energy, (hell i dont know how to describe it in words) centering in the middle of my body. And then the usual panic symptoms came along (palpitaion, derealization, depersonalization, depression, low immune system: within six months i got sick five times) plus i got dizzy alot especially in the morning and lightheaded, and i feel feverish alot of times. man you got to be a warrior to combat all these symptoms, but i dont want to be one i want to feel good!!!
So i started researching and stumbled upon magnesium. and when i look at the symptoms of magnesium deficiency and i look at mine i can see so many similarites.
Muscle Twitching, Panic, Restlessness, Nervousness, Anxiety, Numbness, Tingeling, Migraines, Paraesthisia, Dizziness, low immune system and so on.
I even read somewhere that you crave chocolate for some reason when you have low magnesium, hell i cant even walk past a vending machine without gettin a snickers or two, but i dont really like anyother candy.
So i thought magnesium was the cure, and that i needed magneisum, and i eat a pretty good diet, loads of fruits and vegetables, especially them leafy greens. I bought a supplement called Magnesium Citrate (they say thats the best), and everything was gonna be alright....
HOWEVER:
when i started taking the supplement, i started to feel all of the symptoms get worse, especially the migraines, it was really bad probably the worst that it has ever been. and i took it for 8 days, and today is the 10th day so i didnt take it for 2 days because it was pretty bad and i had to do alot of things (like meeting people) so i didnt want to be experimenting with something that had to be obvious: The Magnesium made it worse.
Im at a crossroad here, what should i do: i learned soo much, but im missing one tiny piece of puzzle to make this picture complete. please help.
Thank you
and god bless you :)