Hi,
I hope someone can help me....I have this intense feeling that something is drastically wrong with me or going to be wrong with me. It all started with them finding a cyst on my ovary....after many tests, it was determined to be benign and it is just being watched. Prior to the sonogram, I had no idea it was even there and then the onslaught of blood work began, causing me nervousness beyond belief. All came back ok....but I started to feel nervous constantly. I ended up in the ER convinced I was having a heart attack. They did all the tests and said no....it was anxiety. My heart races, I get pains in my chest.....so I went to a cardiologist who did tests and all came back ok. Then I had my routine mammogram. The dr. ordered further testing because there were changes since the last....they want to repeat it in 6 mo's just to be sure but he said "it looks like it did back in 2013, so it's probably ok....I just want it repeated." Of course, this now has me beyond upset and nervous. In the mean time, the pain I feel in my chest won't go away, I can't sleep, my heart races, I get shooting pains, I sweat, then I'm freezing....I can't shake this feeling that some impending doom and bad news is on it's way. I've had multiple blood tests.....all have come back normal. A chest xray was normal....but WHY can't I believe it and accept it? I feel like they're missing something..... I should also mention that before Christmas, I was put on Welbutrin to help me quit smoking. I had to come off it because of the intense side effects and since then, I've never felt right. Right after stopping is when this all began. I feel embarrassed....like dr's are just dismissing me as "crazy" and I just want to feel like I did before (*I used to be the most laid back nothing bothers me kind of person.....I was always like that and then suddenly, things have changed.) I'm so upset with myself.....I don't want to feel this way.