Hello,
I am unsure about posting this question but I have a long explanation based on my experience.
When I was very younger, I remembered I was sitting on the mantle in my grandpa's porch during the afternoon. (It was very beautiful on that day.) Anyway, I watched the sun while I sat on it and I felt like I was sitting there like forever but I felt nothing and just grew up on my own. Also, I didn't remember my two years of childhood during my time. But I was sitting on the mantle all the way since I was very younger to sit there. I knew it's hard to explain but I felt like I was growing up in my two years but didn't remember it at all. I swear to my grandma's grave. Also, I tried to figure it out on my own - Why didn't I remember my two years of childhood while I sat on the mantle? There's no proof until someone can tell or explain based on my experience. I didn't understand why am I feeling that way when I missed my two years of childhood. (Right now, I am 22 yrs old and still in college.)
I appreciate that if someone can explain to me. Thank you.