To be honest, if they DO cause depression, it isn't common. I've never come accross anyone who has had a resulting depression secondary to these meds. The most likely scenario is you've developed a secondary depression as a result of the anxiety, which IS very common. The thing about these types of meds is you often have to feel worse before you feel better, and the intial side effects can be bothersome, with one of the most common being an increase in anxiety. What dose of Lexapro were you on? I know you're tapering down right now, but what was the dose you were Rx'ed?
In 6 weeks time, you should have started seeing some improvement, however it is possible that perhaps the dose was not high enough, or you just needed more time. In order to really know the full benefit of these meds, one has to give them a minimum of two-three months to reallt assess whether or not they will be helpful. I've been on 3 different AD's at different times and they all took different period of time to really start working, one of them taking almost 2.5 months before I even started seeing improvements. Unfortunately, a lot of people throw in the towel before they ever know the efficacy of these meds. Now, being that you were on it for 6 weeks, I don't think it is unreasonable to re-assess the med. Did you and your doc try any other options before starting to taper you off of it?
Now that you are almost completely tapered off of the Lexapro, my advice to you would be to ask your doc about trying a different antidepressant. Sometimes it takes some trial and error before finding the right one.
Also, if you aren't already, consider "talk therapy"...that is vital in the treatment of anixety. Please be sure to stop back and update us on your progress. Best of luck to you.
thanks for the response.
i am currently doing 'talk therapy' sessions once a fortnight.. it does help but i think i need to do it a little more often.
i know this is a silly question but how should the anti depressants make me feel? i havent felt myself in soo long and the tabs definately made me feel worse. I was on 10 mg a day (that was my starting dose and boy did it cause major panic attacks and other horrible side effects).. im still deciding whether to try living without them for a while just atleast to see if i can cope and then if needed will try another med.. doc did mention zoloft.. havent heard good reviews though. not sure if should just try and anti anxiety med as i dont think i have depression.. i think its only anger that this is still going after such a long time.... argh.....
i just want to be me again..
thanks for reading