i have palpitations, and racing heart beat, nothing wrong there, been checked out, heart beat can get up to 130 beats a min at times, and so now , im scared of going far away, i try to reason with myself that there are hospitals and such....but i am very quiet person, dont like to bring attention to myself and i feel im looking stupid or crazy for running to hospital.....bad thing is my husband is in hospital 250 miles away with major heart problems and im so scared, that i didnt go with him when he was flown and i feel ike a complete bad person and wife, he is such a trooper and im here, at home feeling bad with that, scared and out of my mind to point i just wish i could