Greeting everyone, first time posting here :D
From about 4 years, i started building a feeling of having to go to pee when i'm in certain situations (especially in class, meetings, transport means...)
So basically: When i know i will be stuck in this place for 1 hour, the first and only thing that pops up in my mind is "What if i want to pee ?"
It would've been oki if i was just wondering, but that's how it is:
Shortly after i enter the class, taking the bus, getting a hair cut, or even standing a the line in the market, my heart start beating faster and faster, i start sweating, breathing becomes heavier, my hands and feet feel so cold, i lose my concentration on what ever im doing, im just like "Get me out of here, i need to use the restroom".
And when i go to the restroom, some time i do pee, sometimes i don't, it's just a feeling.
Again , this would've been acceptable if it's just like this, but this IS affecting almost every thing in my life.
I m an engineering student, and guess what ? i skip most of my classes because of this, i can't stand sitting in class anymore, i can't concentrate on the lecture and i i could think about is "What time is it, and when it's ok for me to leave".
I skip some exams too, as soon as i enter the exam, my brain literally stop working and i just want to get out and go to the restroom. So simply leave after 15 mins and fail that exam.
This is my social life too. I'm a really friendly guy and i do make friends where ever i go. But i always make excuses when they ask me to go out with them on a trip or for shopping or what ever place that does not have a restroom.
I never have this feeling when i'm home, i can stay without going to pee for hours. My family and a few of my close friends know about this and they are fine with it. But i can't explain my situation to everyone i know.
I had NEVER wet my pants (and that's what bothers me... why i'm getting this feeling in the first place?).
I don't smoke nor drink, i don't even eat sweets (i just don't like them).
I visited a couple of doctors, had some tests, and i turned out to be pretty healthy. It's just a mental state.
I just wanted to share this with you guys, thank you for reading. Advaces and tips are always welcome.