haunted with thought

[Mehka]

For last 5 month i have been caught with many thing.even i cant diagonse it.whether it is fear,anxity,depressio n or am i phsyco.before 5month  done somerhing that i never want to and however  dcotors and others said am safe from it bt my mind still fearing of having disease.how could i get out of this thought.i use to spent 6 to 10 hours daily in internet browsing about it.is it also part of anxity.i cant enjoy anything in my life. I cant sleep or have food.all the time the thought caught me.please give me a solution

[Paxiled]

When your thoughts get the best of you, there are usually two possibilities -- something is going on that's bothering you and you're avoiding it by focusing on this thing; the other is you've developed an anxiety disorder because you were prone to developing one.  Either way, it helps to see a psychologist if you're not able to fix it on your own and see if with some help you can't move on.  And stop researching diseases unless you have a diagnosis and are trying to learn more about it -- there are so many diseases out there and symptoms that are common to tons of them.