I am not sure where to start. I have developed an intense fear of getting sick and it is taking over my life.
Here is an example.
Today I was so sure the glass I was trying to drink out of was covered in germs that I washed it for a good five minutes. After I washed it, I drank a glass of water really fast. It seemed like the water tasted funny, so I started to panic, thinking maybe I hadn't gotten all of the soap out, and drinking soapy water was somehow going to make me sick.
So I filled up the glass with water and tried to smell it, to see if it smelled soapy. I couldn't tell, so I filled up another one and tried to smell that one. I couldn't really tell the difference so I started going back and forth, sniffing each one.
During all of the water glass smelling, I guess I got my nose too close to one of the glasses, and I sniffed some water up my nose. This made me even more worried, so I got on the internet and searched for the dangers of inhaling water.
I read a story about something called secondary drowning, where water aspirated into the lungs damages them. This has me terrified, and I am not too sure what to do about it. This is my immediate concern, getting over the fear that my lungs are going to somehow stop working from breathing in a little water.
My other concern, and what should probably be my main concern, is that this is nothing new; I have these sorts of episodes all of the time. I get scared that I am going to die from something strange on a regular basis, and it is happening more and more frequently.
Any help or advice is much appreciated, and thanks for taking the time to read my story.