I was a very hard worker who never gets no where ,but I never give up,but latley I have. I started feeling very sore and worn out. I feel its nerve damage. I get muscle spasms in my chest and I cant breathe ,my right side of my body has tingling sharp pain and muscle spasms from my face to my toes. My Rumotoligist ,Nurologist and Primary Doctor cant find nothing they feel there is something but we have been just trying all kinds of blood tests ,MRI's ,x-rays, catscans and whatever. They've given me proprananol the max dose to keep my blood pressure down. Zantac the max dose for heartburn. Lexapro , Vistaril ,Ativan ,Soma all the max dosage for depression and muscle spasms. Other then the Soma and Proprananol working somewhat I dont feel better unless I get some Percocet. I cant get pain medicine without lying and im misserable and tired ,I dont want to go back to drinking.I need pain relief so I can be a Happy dad and husband and not tired all the time. I see 2 doctors for mental health and they make me made all we talk about is the same thing. I want pain releif without getting in trouble and now im getting anxiety bad ,everone is making me feel alone and scared im getting panic alot untill i get my pain pills ,i feel like i could get real crazy or in a whole lot of trouble ,someone anyone Help me I love my family and I just want everyone happy! This has been going on for about 2 years since I quit drinking ,I have 9 kids who want there dad back . Thanks!