I'm 20 years old and I also have been diagnosed with APLS.. have had 3 miscarriages and am 9 weeks along now with my 4th pregnancy. I was diagnosed about 5 and a half months into my 3rd pregnancy.. No one can ever understand the pain and self esteem issues we have dealing with miscarriages. I'm so saddened to hear all the other health issues you are having but I just wanted to wish you the best and let you know that you're not alone! :)
First and foremost- You are not a freak!! What you are is a human being who has been enduring some complex medical issues. I also have Factor V Leiden,and a myriad of other autoimmune issues. So I understand the clot issues well. Have you asked your endocrin Doc or hematologist to look over your medications lately to see if perhaps you need some adjustments? I do hope you are able to have some good days..I focus on those myself. Just remember.. You are not a freak.. !!!! HUGS