Sorry about all the typos, Swype typing. I hope you all understand what I'm saying.
Hi there! Hey, I'm glad to read of your recovery and it sounds like you've had your struggles over the years. Life is truly a long journey. :>) So, this is a new diagnosis with new symptoms. Is it atypical bipolar that they diagnosed you with? I have had high bouts of cyclic anxiety that I tracked and seems to be part of my hormones. (awesome, right? LOL). What is interesting is that you don't like the mania. Mania is often a good feeling to those with bipolar. They are high on the world, feel empowered, omnipotent. They love it and everyone around them hates it. Or are you speaking of reeling, unrelenting, whirling anxiety? The mind won't quiet type of thing?
Mania is bad for me because of the money spending and I can see myself treating my family poorly. Yeah I have great energy and get really motivated, but my loved ones suffer and I know it. Right now is a "low", high anxiety, irritable, and tired. I was diagnosed with type 1, nothing was said about atypical
Yes, no peace of mind, racing thoughts, near panic anxiety.