So, recentally i have been thinking i may be suffering from prephas mild bipolar. However i'm a teenager and i think it could just be horomones and well, being a teenager.
I'm nearly 15 years old, and for quite a while i have bad mood swings. I go from feeling quite depressed, feeling helpless,stupid,ugly, very tired, and that all i want is to be alone.. yet i still want company if that makes any sense?
And yet i can then go to being very hyper and not caring what anyone else thinks, laughing loads and having loads of engery. Not only this but sometimes these two feelings collide. And i cant control it at all. When they collide i say sill things as if i was hyper, yet feel extremly tired. And i know i'm just being very irrating towards my friends, yet i cant stop. Also, i can very impatient sometimes with people, including friends. I dont mean to be at all, and half the time i dont relise it, or sometimes i do realise it but cant stop it. I get angry, and annoying. i have a lot of disturbed or illogical thinking and i never feel like sleeping even if i am tired (although this is more recent say 2 months) However all these feelings have been happening for quite a long time now. Can someone just tell me whether I am bipolar or just a horomonal teenager, who is horriable and bitchy to her friends. Somone help!