PS Have you had your thryoid tested ?. Wonky thyroids will mimic bi polar ,
And then bi polar have a greater chance of devoping thyroid disease.
Which comes first the bi polar or the thyroid.
If you havent had it checked then get it done.Ask for full panel thryoid blood tests.
TSH should be between .3 and 3.4
Love Venora
Welcome to our forum.You will find great support here.
Please dont be hard on yourself about being bi polar. It isnt any different than being diabetic.
Without know the meds you have tried, 6 months really isnt very long .It took me aound 4 years to get the right med mix.combine that with healthy diet, exercise.regular sleep pattern meds and therapy have given me the ability to control my bi polar. I have been stable for quite sometime now following these guidelines
Keep coming here and we will help you get through this.
Love Venora.