I don't know if this happens to everyone or just me. But I can never do a nice, stable relationship. Like the girl I'm with right now is such a good girl. Honestly she's everything I've ever asked for. She's my type because she's white with green eyes and I loooove white girls, she likes talking on the phone. She cares deeply for me, yet I don't feel that strongly for her. But the girls that treat me like crap or that I don't know tend to not really care, I want more and I fall for them, also I become very OCD with them which I get obsessed with them. But with her I'm not! And she's beautiful! I don't know what's wrong with me. But I've realized that a lot of bipolar people that have a relationship with someone who's not tend to love the pain. They also love the roller coaster type relationships. I'm not sure but please let me know. She's a good girl, I just don't know why I don't feel much for her. Like my emotions shut down. :( although I care for her a lot!