Thanks all. I appreciate the feedback. the more I read and research this subject the more I find evidence and articles that support the thought that Bipolar - and it seems type II more often - have issues in a manic state with OCD associations. Just another small behavior/challenge we need to keep in mind...and to know you're not alone in these behaviors.
Wow, I don't feel alone anymore. I totally get OCD type behavior. My thoughts repeat over and over. I obsess about ridiculous things and drive myself nuts. I have Bipolar II disorder. I obsess over removing body hair, I'll sit with a tweezer and rip the hairs off my legs instead of shaving for hours. Or, I get obsessed about changing my sheets because I think I can smell sex on them. Sometimes I get overly anxious about looking at my daily life and every step I take something can go wrong, like I'll get hit by a car or a bird will **** on my head or I'll step in dog ****. I also repeatedly search my bag to make sure all of my things are in it a bunch of times.
I don't know if OCD and BPII are 100% connected but I do think that once you have one issue then you can have other issues as well. I do have a lot of axiety and repetative thoughts. I understand what you're saying about needing to do or see something or you just dwell on it. I do that to when I'm really stressed and having anxiety.
I too tend to clean more when I'm hypomanic. I rarely get the urge to scrub and scrub myself silly, (I'm a more laid back kind of person,) but when I'm manic and irritated I'll just start washing dishes or picking up the house to get my energy out. I tend to mummble to myself while I clean too. I'm sure I look "crazy" at those times. Ha ha.... >.>
Well, if it is becoming an issue and it seems to be really interferring with your life I think it is worth it to talk about with your doctor. It is really treatable with therapy and you can get past it.