I was diagnosed with P.T.S.D, Bipolar, depression and anxiety, now I didnt give them anymore info for the simple fact that I had heard enough. I am aware that I do need help and I have reached my arm out alot here lately, nothing is helping. I recently lost 2 very loved ones, the only ones I had, I lost my home, car and was just released from Nero ICU for seziures. I feel myself in a way 'losing it', thoughts of death, not only to me but others who have i feel helped cause these things to happen. I usually am not a angry person but this is consuming me. Not sure what to do about this now, if you have any thoughts, please help, i already tried to kill myself 2x last month.