i do not know whats wrong with me. i am anger and sad all at the same time. so many emotions go through me. this morning i was so happy i felt i could fly. i am in school and proud that i have been studing. but then out of no where i got so depressed i didnt want to study anymore. i have dreams and think they are real or at least still have the feelings of them. i had a dream my boyfriend cheated on me and i was mad the rest of the day. he loves me but we fight over everything. cause i get overworked and my highs are so high i feel stupid and then that feeling turns into why even bother with him. i am 22 and should be living with my parents but stay with my boyfriend cause i get so anxious when i am not with him and i know he is at home or something. i really feel like i am going crazy. and he cant help anymore. i am hurting him and i hate it! does this sound like something is really wrong or is this normal?