Don't do it-it literally destroys sections of your brain, might as well have a lobotomy. What meds are you on?
My uncle has had several ECT treatments. His memory isn't that good anymore because of it but he says it saved his life.
I was put in a mental hospital, they took away all privalages. I could not make ant decitions or do what i wanted. But somehow i sighned a permission release for ect treatments. I had 30 treatments, 5 times a week for 6 weeks. I have lost 90% of my memory! Cant remember my chidhood, or my 3 childrens childhood. Short term memory is almost gone. Can not hold a job, cant remember halp the time what i doing. Ect treatments have taken my life away. My husband tells me that he misses the old me. I suffer everyday.
check out Mike5709 profile page and his journals...he has had 12 treatments now and has journaled the whole series