epilim and bipolar mixed eppisodes?

[Amasco]

I have just been diognosed with bipolar and ive just started on epilim 200 in the morning and night. Ive really noticed the past few days that ive been feeling high energy but at the same time i just dont want to do anything and i feel irritable and super alert at the same time also a bit depressed and its just confusing. Im worried as its going to be a while before i see my pdoc and im hanging out for it but also worried that if i tell him this is happening he might take me off them and say maybe i dont have bipolar and leave me back at square 0. Ive tryed so many other meds but the send me crazy either i hulucinate or go reaally manic.. i dont know if i want to feel this way much longer and im struggeling to keep my head up and not go do drugs because i just feel so bizzar.. does anyone know if this is the meds or if it will last?