me again

[25andhurt]

hi again. yesturday i was so hyper i was up all nite couldnt keep still and talked alot got to sleep at 10am(due to thaughts of past experiences, guilt and one thaught after another of what a bad person i am) and woke at 11am 12pm and 3pm now i am so tired that i cant move but cnt sleep either. i feel dredfull.

[amylove21]

It's ok. And yeah it happens to all of us.

[paranoid_cataclysm]

Happens to everyone off and on, some people more than others since I don't think it's possible to go through life perfectly the entire way.

[25andhurt]

thanx hun.x i must have been having one of those days.x

[paranoid_cataclysm]

Eh don't worry about it too much meng, as long as you aren't writing like hate messages or something or coming on here trying to say mental illness is fake and argue with us all because you're a scientologist you should be fine.  lol I imagine if a scientologist DID try to do that their messages would get erased in a hurry.

[25andhurt]

im sorry about my answer on 12 dec 2.49 it has nothing to do wit anything n i dnt no why i wrote it and i dnt remember writing it lol

[25andhurt]

i get thaughts racing as soon as i lay down to sleep every nite n i end up not sleeping all nite then at 10am or 12pm i fall asleep for 3 to 4 hours then im wide awake again

[25andhurt]

i think so hun ive had that sort of thing all my life but i dont no wether i have it or not but ile keep u posted

[amylove21]

Same here. That happens to me too. It is so frustrating. It usually happens to me when I just lay down to go to sleep. Bam! Thought race through my head quicker than turning on the light switch. I don't have this often but when I do I get in a bad mood.

[jsrn66]

I know what that is like.........your mind is constantly thinking, thinking, thinking, and its wide awake, but your body ends up being so tired.  Its like youre overtired but your mind wont shut down and allow your body to get rest.  I get like that a lot.  Its very frustrating :(

[Xila31]

I'm sorry you're having a bad time. :(

[25andhurt]

so angry so so angry 2nite