Ever since I was younger I have hated my vaginal area. I always felt like there was something wrong with me and that I was "ugly" down there. My labia are longer, and just ugly. I am now in my late teens and my period has been messing up. I need to be put on birth control for that and sexual reasons. Only one person ( my boyfriend of many years ) has seen me naked since i was very young and I am terrified to get put on the pill, because of the pap. i am afraid the doctor will tell me something is wrong with me, or tell me i have an ugly vagina or something of that region. i do not know what to do. this is probably my greatest fear.