So as a child (5+) I would always play out scenarios in my head whether they were realistic or not. I would also talk out loud as if I were in an actual conversation. It didn't happen often but whenever it did my mom would get mad and tell me that I look crazy. Now (18) I continue to do this but a lot more often and I also tend to sometimes unintentionally ignore real life conversations with people because of these scenarios. I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, trauma, and borderline personality disorder. I'm not sure what's happening but I'd really like it to stop.