I really can't afford therapy because I go to university and I can't have a job,even if I would have it,I prefer to sleep to not have to handle reality,even going to university is really hard. I feel like im losing my mind,I have obsessions,all that makes me go forward in life is having a favourite person and check on them,stalk them,having imaginary scenerios with them,going to places that they are going just to run into them,after that i have mood swings,i hate them,then I love them,those people stay away from me because they dont find it normal. Im all alone. What can I do? I really can't afford it,my parents say that mental ilness is not real and I don't need therapy..HELP! what can I do?