I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder since '95, but through a lot of research and getting completely sober I really feel that I actually have Borderline Personality Disorder with Severe Depression and Anxiety. I just got prescribed Lamictal because I've tried everything over the years and nothing works for long. I'm still on Topomax, Geodon, Prozac and Desyrel. I'm worried because I am extremely suicidal and should be hospitalized, but have a medically fragile special needs daughter who I care for that I cannot abandon. I read this medication can increase suicidal tendencies. I'm already on edge as is. Should I be worried? Has anyone here had a similar experience/diagnosis and had luck with Lamictal?