you need someone to talk to, please Pm me I am used to talking to folks ., all will be well Marg
Perhaps there is a way to find a solution as to who you will be referred to. Seroquel is an antipsychotic used as a mood stabilizer and perhaps an adjunct anti-depressent would help. Worth giving it a try. Once things are adjusted you could talk over your life issues in general with a therapist. I have schizoaffective disorder and before I started medication and at times when I wasn't stable I was completely afraid to leave the house. If you feel suicidal in any way best to contact your psychiatrist as soon as possible.
The symptoms you describe (poor memory, inability to concentrate, crying, thoughts of suicide, etc) all occur with depression. If you treat the depression then these symptoms may reduce or even go away.
You may also be depressed because of your issues with your parents.
When you're feeling this way the best thing to do is to reach out to a health professional and be honest about what's going on.
I understand the difficulties with a male T. Sometimes we need to work with what we have no matter how painful. Some males are also trustworthy and respectful.
What I have learned is that until we do the face to face stuff we don't really make that much progress. If the problem we have is with relating, etc then we need to keep persevering with it.
If your T is good then they should be able to help.
Talk to someone about how you feel. Either contact your doctor, T, mental health provider or go to the hospital. You don't need to feel this bad.
I was reading your post you are such a beautiful young lady with so much life ahead of you I hate to hear that your thoughts are consumed with suicide!!!! Honey please seek help!!!!! antidepressant could help you !!!!!! My sister is bipolar and is on several different medicines and when her thought pattern changes and mood changes they either up her dosage or change the type of pills she takes and she also see's a therapist . I will be praying for you , there is alot of caring people on this forum who will help you!!! Im here if you ever just need to talk!!!!!!!!! momloves54
before jumping on the medication band wagon try to visit an EA meeting, most psyc hospitals suggest this type of program over medication for bpd
it can help with just about any experience, i hope you feel better soon, i lived years and years of my life unhappy and suicidle, its been a long time since i have had self mutilating thoughts, and if and when they do come i use the advise i found in ea
medication can help a little but there is not drug out there that will stop you from being suicidle its something from within
there are also ada meetings for people with other mental illness, however ea is a larger program, hope this helps
here is another link, positive meditations for people with depression
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