Is there a possibility that I will not recover some of the things I was able to do before I started the chemo? I know that I am having difficulty putting coherent thoughts together sometimes and it scares me because, as you can see from my nickname, I work pediatric cases involving ventilators, tracheostomies, etc (otherwise known as a tech peds nurse). If I can't do this, I don't know if the chemo will have been worth it. (PITY PARTY...NO INVITATION NECESSARY!!!!)
I have never been one to admit to certain things, but I am scared!!