I blame my self

[chrissy72]

I forget things and i was reminded that the lump i have on my beast i've had for 4 years, my husband been trying that long to get me to go, but i don't trust anyone, you see i live with aphobias and have panic attacks everytime i just think about going out and live with deppression and anziety, i even missed my daughter graduation this year, the lump is very sore even to touch and have a nother one on the side by my arm i have an appotment for dec 3 for and aultasound and i;m going to give it all i can to make this happen i just scared i made this worst on my self but thats on me

[recrdpxi]

Hi,
I can totally understand how you are feeling.  I suffer from severe Panic Disorder and I am a recovering Agoraphobic.  Everything was hard for me, but because of my family history...I always went to get my breasts checked.  I ask you as a fellow sufferer to please find someone youa re comfortable with to go get checked.  My husband was my person...he came everywhere with me and was by my side during any procedure. I am sure you are fine.  For me...it was genetics and the Cancer took alot away from me...but the biggest blessing I recieved from getting Cancer....getting my life back from Agoraphobia and Panic.  I am not cured of these disorders, but I can get out and live my life.  If I can be of any help....please let me know.

[gogogo89]

Please, please don't blame yourself..... You will get through with this!