it started as one small lump in the top back of my throat, now there are clusters of them. I feel sick a lot and am ALWAYS VERY TIRED to the point its hard to get through the day. lots of mucus discharge all the time . small loss of voice now and then .. well that's most of whats going on no weight loss at all but I am really scared . im 46 a widow and have been smoking for 35 years.. cant afford a doctor but don't know how much more of this I can manage. if anyone has any advice I would soo appreciate it I did leave out that I have difficulty breathing a lot of the time especially after I first wake up or with any real physical activity. anyway please let me know if there is anyone else dealing with these symptoms and if so what does your doc say