Sex with...?!

[Hello234]

Hi im 13 and i never really think about sex... Unt i realized i actually do. I think ALOT. About girls and lesbian sex n i hadnt rly noticed how much i do. Since i was much younger i was pretty sure i was bi. I even use to play a sex game with y cuzin who is also a female and i use tp always beg her to make it 2 girls. Anyways, im also addcted to lesbian porn... Ive only masturbated once and it was frpm watching 3 asian girls give each other an oily sexual massage. I dont liketo watch porn but it just hapened and ive been addicted. Ive had an attrction to girls all my life n also to boys but i never think about my crush jist plowing me down. Its always lesbian sex fantasies and stuff. So am i gay? Bi? I dont kno what to do. Also, another thing is that when cute boys like the emo kind make out, it turns me way on. Girls kissing doesnt. Idk what to do or what is wrong!

[RockRose]

Hello,  it's hard to tell how you will turn out,  from a sexual preference point of view.

Your post is so completely filled with contradictions that it seems like you haven't really thought any of this through - or decided on any of it.  You don't think about sex ever but actually you do all the time,  you don't like to watch porn but you're addicted to it and you love to watch lesbian porn but girls kissing turns you off.  

You haven't made up your mind about anything you've written here - because you're still growing and developing.

I agree with Margy.  Do you have interests that can occupy your time in a more positive way than porn?

[margypops]

I think you are too young to be so focused on this sort of thing, does mom allow you to watch this kind of stuff , I think you should get going on some sports and find some extra homework. Plenty of time to figure out your sex problems .