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My Medical Purgatory; anyone relate?

Anyone relate?


My 'Medical Purgatory'

This letter is for anyone interested in how the  enormous complexities of  Intervertebral Disk Disease and the current standard of care can  leave a severe chronic pain patient stuck in 'medical purgatory':

Interesting enough, I find the Orthropedic medical field  has also been in a state of purgatory in regarding Intervertebral  Disk Repair.

With that being said, the reason I have  combined my story with the medical information is mainly because it explains how a patient can get stuck without someone trying to blame it on some sort of self sabotage theory.

Medical purgatory is the term I use to describe my limbo of time spent in an excessive amount of pain and discomfort. I am 42 years old and in my adulthood I have been in pain for more years than I have not. But for the past 4 years I have felt the most pressure of being in some sort of medical purgatoty where my chronic health problems stem not only from the spinal diagnosis but also from the side effects of colorectal surgery. I feel that being in this state for longer than expected as a young mom with young children having gone through a cancer diagnosis  has brought about additional stresses other than physical. Some Of your family , friends and society may think you are exaggerating your symptoms....you either don't look sick enough or you look too sick.  I don't seek negative attention so I have and always will continue to hide my symptoms to the best of my ability to everyone except my medical team.  So yes I'm gonna get highlights, spray tans and new cloths for as long as blood is running through me. Fortunately, I have the most important things surrounding me; loving, supportive Husband, kids, parents, brother, other family and friends. Last but not least a great medical team including my spine specialist, determatologist and primary care doctor!

Medical Persceptive:

Posterior  lumbar fusion remains a major unmet need for which effective and safe alternatives have not been found and Fusion failure continues to pose a significant challenge to spine surgeons. Individuals with progressive, severe and debilitating back pain due to degenerating intervertebral discs with discogenic origin may not respond successfully to the current standard of care using conservative non-surgical treatments; for example; steroid injections, activity modification, rest and pain medications. Patients who continue to have chronic back pain the only other option  is major back surgery involving spinal fusion, artificial disc replacement, or other surgical procedures. Avoidance of surgery and its complications is a major objective of any new treatment for degenerative disease of the spine.

Patient Persceptive

My low back pain is very complicated but summing it up can begin correlating my symptoms with the MRI. It shows L5-S1 with complete loss of disk height showing advanced DDD (degenerative disk disease)  and the L4-L5 showing early signs of DDD. Both levels maybe be generating discogenic pain. The early DDD level most likely would qualify for the trial My doctor is conducting and the advanced level would most likely be too severe to quailfy from a research Persceptive. Unfortunately my BIGGEST problem looks like I will not qualify for this trial at any level because they need 5 years remmison from a cancer diagnosis and I have 4 years remission.

The reason this is such a BIG deal to me is that I wasn't sure an opportunity was gonna happen in my lifetime. More importantly, in my life when I'm still young enough when my twins still young enough that getting some form of my life back before im too old needs to happen sooner rather than later. What I mean by 'too old' is if the kids are already grown up and especially out of high school...then I obviously missed out on being the mom I wanted to be...and 'young enough' therefore means the opposite. They are growing up so quick already 7 yrs old. Now with that being said, obviously I would be grateful to get an opportunity like this for a better quality of life at any age!!!! There are so many great things that come with kids growing up like weddings, vacations grandchildren etc...etc..! Although, I would regret very much if my parents did'nt get an opportunity to see me get better! The good news is that there are products in the pipeline for both forms of DDD but the bad news is if I cannot get into a clinical trial....when will the products be available?....tick tock...is all I hear....right?

The first time My doctor mentioned stem cells was roughly 6 yrs ago and after the failed rhizotomy follow up visit. He said the majority of the pain is probally coming from the disk called discogenic pain which is the hardest to treat. He recommended I should stay with medication management, steroid injections, activity modification and rest . He mentioned that ideally the only good option is stem cells but there is so much red tape involved right now.

The second time I heard about the stem cells was roughly 1 year or so ago. My doctor mentioned he will be conducting a clinical trial involving stem cells and I am considered a candidate but would need to qualify. At first it was confusing but after doing a little digging I quickly learned I might not qualify for a clinical trial mainly because of the cancer. Most trial's qualifications needed to be 3-5 years in remission. Ugh that damn cancer ...I go between grateful to catching it early to pissed off  because not only has it worsened my already compromised quality of life but it HALTED my focus and my health care people's focus on managing it. I was also concerned some medications may be working directly against my only treatment options I had to cope. Talk about throwing a wrench into something...Good God what a mess that was...needless to say...when I gained some weight and strength back from my colorectal cancer I took a year weaning off all medications. Roughly 6 months to wean and 6 months of conducting my own personal clinical trials. I did it for 2 main reasons 1) to see what was causing my GI issues and 2) to feel my 'real' pains. For the last 4 years I have been on a slow titration of medications taking into consideration all my health issues.

The third time  I heard about the stem cell trial was just this past week. My Doctor said the trial was enrolling  patients right now 2015.  He seemed more confidant I would qualify. I felt shocked, excited  and nervous that it was happening RIGHT NOW! A few days later I talked with one of the research coordinators and she emailed me a copy of the consent to help answer some questions. After reading the consent I became more excited than nervous. It didn't seem like the cancer was gonna be a problem. Surprisingly, I wasn't worried about the scary risks in the details and I wasn't even overly concerned about not qualifying. You go through such an extensive screening process before you find out if you qualify or not. Therefore, that  alone was priceless to me and ironically  I would pay any amount of money to get out of this medical purgatory.

Future medical ...
Mesoblast  is aiming to develop a non-surgical biotherapeutic which provides long-term pain reduction and functional improvement. They are introducing two new products to evaluate in patients with intervertebral disc disease:

Early disc degeneration – intervertebral disc repair-where cells are locally administered to potentially repair intervertebral discs. Dr Tavel is conducting a phase 3 trial.

Advanced disc degeneration – spinal fusion
For patients whose spinal discs have degenerated too extensively for repair.






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