i am pleased to admit i got help for my OCD. thank you all
Thank you for all of your help ill be sure to get seen
To me it sounds like OCD, so I would go get it checked, just to be safe, and to get help with it.
I am not able to enjoy every day life because of this.
It depends on how much your need to keep house is keeping you from doing other things--like having a social life and having fun. If you're able to keep you house the way you want it and yet have a full, active life, then it isn't a problem.