I speak with a slight "unkown origin British accent" I don't know why I do that? People, often think I am from Ireland. I think there may be a correlation between how I speak to myself in my thoughts and the audible verbal accent that people hear. All the while I have this grin on my face that nobody understands. In short, it makes for a lousy personality. I have often read about people who say they feel better when they are themselves. The smiling and the accent must be some kind of avoidence to being seen has a product of domestic abuse. I feel as though, I would have to put on a show to stop my smiling and accent behavior. You see, I have forgotten how to be me. This is my analysis. Perhaps, I have it wrong. Why would a person smile too much and why would a born American person speak with an accent from another country?