I am a 28-year old female who has been treated for severe OCD since I was 17. I have always been preoccupied with dying, disease, and pulling out my hair (trichotillomania). I have been on myriads of medications-- and nothing really helps. Well, on Mother's Day, I had a terrible reaction to the drug Trilafon (the first time i took it) and ended up in the ER. I don't have any insurance so this is a problem. After that, I stopped taking my Sinnequan because it was making me feel funny and I thought I might have a seizure/convulsion-- though I do not have a history of such things. Since then, I have been to doctors who cannot diagnose a UTI-- and will only give me fiorcet for my headaches saying it is stress. The headaches are only on the left side of my head and are constant-- they are also accompanied by mild nausea sometimes. Sometimes the headaches are not that bad, sometimes they are dibilitating. Sometimes the Fiorcet helps-- sometimes it doesn't. When I wake up, the headache is gone... but after a few hours, it is back. It usually gets worse at night. I had had similar headaches (without the nausea) before and the Sinniquan seemed to erradicate them... but I am scared to take the anti-depressants. I am having no other neurological symptoms... though I am having symptoms of a UTI and NOTHING ever shows up-- I just have this intense itching there... and the doctors don't even want to see me now-- not that it matters cause I cannot afford to go. Do you think this headache sounds like a brain tumor or unruptured blood clot? I have had no numbness-- just constant pain on the left side of my head (for four days now)... I don't have sensivity to light or anything-- and have been diagnosed with depression and severe OCD-- further, 8 days ago, my gynecologist increased the strenght of my birth control pill to ortho novum 150. where do i need to go? neurologist? GP? psychiatrist? gynecologist? I AM TERRIFIED I AM DYING!!!!!!! My head hurts-- and I just know it is a tumor... or worse... My psychiatrist is no help, really--- cause he knows I am financially in a mess (i am on disability for OCD-- but don't qualify for medicaid or anything)... Could I be convinced psychologically that this is a tumor-- so, i keep getting the headaches?